Thursday 14 June 2018

"What are you afraid of?"

"What are you afraid of?" What am I afraid of? Everything. Everyone. There isn't one thing that I am afraid of its many things. Things that make too much sense and things that make none at all. I can't walk down the street without being terrified. A small thing could happen, then suddenly I'm trying to hold back tears. Like someone could drive by too fast, or too slow. I could see someone walking towards me, or hear someone walking behind me. Why does that terrify me? I don't know why. It's just always there.

I count when I walk. I then get distracted and I lose count and it bothers me so much I feel like I'm going insane, but I keep walking with this horrible feeling that I can't explain. I get this feeling when I can't concentrate as well, which is all the time. I have A.D.D (Attention Defect Disorder). I can never concentrate. I was doing a test at school and I was in this small room doing my math final. I can't sit still, and I hate being alone in a small room trying to concentrate on one thing when I can't concentrate in general.

Fear is always there. Push through it and I promise everything will be fine. Sometimes fear hurts. Sometimes fear isn't as bad as it seems. If you live your life in fear it will rule over you like a dark cloud. Fear isn't a bad thing. It stops us from doing things we shouldn't.  It can also stop us from things we should do. Find out what the things you should fear are and face all your other fears.

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