What do I even write...
How do I even put this into words...
I don't know how to explain it...
How do you explain this feeling to someone who has never experienced it before?
Depression...
Now that's a big word.
I'm not sad.
I'm depressed.
That topic gave me anxiety.
Oh, look another big word.
Anxiety.
Now how do I explain that?
I'm not scared.
I have anxiety.
I don't think I could explain it ever.
The urge to want to cut my wrists but I can't because I have anxiety about dying.
Not wanting to leave my bed but not wanting to have to call in sick to work because it gives me anxiety.
Depression isn't sadness.
I think its much more than that.
Anxiety isn't fear.
I think it's much more than that.
I wish I could explain it.
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